January 2011
30 posts
"But you don't LOOK anorexic."
Fuck you.
inmyskin:
I want you, but I’m scared.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,...
It kills me.
I hate this distance in between us, I don't think...
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She loves salting my wounds, yes she enjoys...
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You are perfect for me.
Everything you say.
Everything you make me feel.
The way my hand fits in yours.
The way your lips feel on mine.
The way you touch my face.
The way you look at me.
The way you smile when I look at you.
Your voice.
Your laugh.
Your face.
Your embrace.
I love you. But I can’t have you.
I need you to be a part of me; I need to be a part...
I can’t let you go.
She was a good liar.
Perhaps the best.
But she couldn’t lie to herself.
Clueless.
I don’t know what I’m doing.
I don’t know what TO do.
I don’t know how to breathe.
I don’t know how to be.
The only thing I know is,
I don’t want this feeling anymore.
It ends tonight.
I don't want this anymore.
I'm awkward and I'm boring and I'm negative and I...
Life in a nutshell.
Promises.
She promised me so much. But they were all lies.
Was it all worth it? Is it all worth it? Should I keep going? Should I stop?
Will it end?
Are these promises real?
How
How do you keep existing,
when all you want to do is dissolve yourself into nothing?
How do you keep going,
when all you want to do is fall?
How do you keep breathing,
when your lungs are heavy and the air is thick?
How do you smile,
when there is nothing left to feel love for?
How do you do it?
Things have changed. And I am not okay with it.